Day 343: Feelings, Pain, Person

Same feelings, Same pain, Different person

One of the main reason this generation is cynical of love is that, there is that trend where whoever they love just ends up leaving them shattered to pieces. Funny how coincidentally that different people can hurt you in the same ways. That instead of having your salvation from this person, they end up opening old wounds. Can you imagine how painful it is for someone who tried to build and pick themselves up and then the moment they tried to love again, another heartbreak occur in the same manner. It is as if the people around you talked how they will hurt you over and over again. Because sometimes, it's not just one person who wears down love on you, sometimes it's multiple people who you misunderstood as someone true. How can you heal if every person you love ends up opening the wounds you tried to heal? 

Same feelings, Different pain, Same person

 

Funny how a single person can hurt you in multiple ways. It's as if that is their thesis "Hurting you in multiple ways, a qualitative study presented to the faculty of broken hearts" I mean how many times will you let a person walk over you? And the catch here is the your feelings does not change towards that person. You still fall in love with him/her everytime despite giving you different types of pain everyday. They may cheat on you, ignore you, humiliate you or simply avoid you and those have varying amounts of pain depending on how you take them But in all the pain that they give you, you remain faithful to them as you are too deeply in love. All the love you give to this person never changes as they hurt you in different ways. Martyrdom sounds poetic but in reality, it's dumb.

Same feelings, Same pain, Same person

Sometimes the routine does not change and neither you two. You just accept the system where the two of you will never change and will keep hurting one another despite the love you have to offer. One may keep on cheating and one may remain faithful, one may always leave but one will always chase, one may get tired as one fights back, no matter the situation that arise. The cycle goes on until one of you gets sick enough to walk out properly, but until then, suck it up.