Day 122: Give Up.

They do not know the pain
Of always falling short
Trying to sew your bones
And still left in pieces

I never ask for anything I give
I just want peace of mind
But I guess the universe
Is not that kind

They do not know the suffering
Of a person who tried to please
Everyone and save everyone
And still be condemned by everyone

Trying to fix what is broken
And trying to mend the scars
Of the people around you
Will never result in kind

Never I have thought
That I would lose faith this much
To give up mending
And to give up everyone

It is not the stress I cannot handle

It's the things that are unnecessary
Yet still demands attention
Wastes my time and energy

I can survive these paperworks
And I can face the examinations
I can lead any group
But I can't meddle in any unnecessary crap

It's not the storm that I am worried
It's the aftermath of it
For I can live through this day
And barely stand tomorrow