Day 183: Thoughts of you

I walk in thinking all this was great

thought the feelings for the future is fret

then you walked past me

and changed everything I have foreseen

porcelain skin had pulled me in

as well as your scarlet lips

your auburn hair

and your weird sense of humor

in everytime she would win

as for her original sin

waking up to go everyday

I really hope that with me, you'll stay

I know you have better things to do

and I do, rather than sit and wait for you

though this moment makes me blue

well just believe my feelings are true

send me a mixtape of your voice

as in listening music, it will be my choice

your clumsy antics still left me awe

as I learn to embrace your flaws

you fooled me once with your eyes

and twice for your smile

thrice when I heard you talk
and even more when you laughed

she smiles like she doesn't care
and lives in this world so unaware
does she have any clue
of how is the world in my view?

this is killing me inside
as you have taken over my mind
consuming all of my time
I think, I've gone blind
I hope that this feeling is right
or else I will strip my pride
and cast it all aside

I will always wonder
what it might have been
if there is a moment when
you are smiling by my side
I guess you will never know
how these feelings work for you
and I will hide in the marianas trench
the feelings I have for a girl
who slowed, stopped and fast forwarded time
by the time I laid my eyes upon her