Day 86: 35,000 messages in 4 years

Re reading old conversations was a grave mistake
It flashed everything we had in just one take
I saw the rise and fall of the emperor
and how little by little I compiled my error
It was you who chat first and last to leave
as we all began at at July nineteen two thousand twelve

I was minding my own job and you decided to come along
it's about a shared photo that you thanked me for
never I realized that was the beginning of being torn
as what preceded exceeds what came before

We started out as schoolmates asking to like for a project
then classmates who talks about the papers they reject
then helping colleagues asking for assignments
and then talk about the people we resent

There was a year when we didn't chat
two thousand thirteen,
knowing that I regret talking more
before coming back in two thousand fourteen
since I haven't seen what was foreshadowed

A year later we talked again
about life and school, and how we love the rain
for it gives us the suspension we asked
it was a convo always under the sun
then I considered you as my bestfriend

then it was the glory days for us
and the golden months to come
I felt joy in you company
as you understood me well
I saw how we became friends
and start talking everyday
there was even a moment
where we chat 5 messages
under a minute
the clocks were slow and the earth was flat
logic was something that doesn't belong here
as before you my knees get weak
and even in messenger I felt that you are
the one I'm looking for
and then the best friend I knew
was some one I fell in love with
I was so ecstatic that
I forgot to rhyme and forgot the stanza

but it was all downhill from there
The moment I fell in love was
my mistake of forever
learning that and thus
you became a memory I hope I won't remember

then in a snap we drifted away
time and time the messages grow pale
I've learned something in a way
that when you fall in love you become miserable

and here we stand drifted apart
you're bridge I longed to mend
but destiny has not made amend
wherever you are I hope you're happy
and I will never be bitter of you
for in these 35,000 messages in 4 years
you we're all I ever needed