Day 11: Competition

I hate people who turn everything into a competition. I mean yeah a little competition is fun but when it becomes too serious and seriously took up too much of your time, it becomes a tedious task which takes out the fun from it. The fun of playing is gone and also for the people around it. The person is simply feeding his or her ego and I hope they're happy?

You see, there's nothing wrong with trying to improve yourself as long as you don't step on anyone. I just hate the fact that you ask for too much that other people are sucked out of their fun. Those self serving idiots did nothing  but ruin everything. They may try to sound humble by degrading themselves but they only want to affect the morale of the other. They don't see the fun in that game, they simply want to win. Those self-involved users.

We use to play chess by break times and ever since the top 1 of the class decided to join in. She has been playing non stop. I wrote this to rant ,as my title goes. We want to play with others too but for some reason, it became all about her. I hate it, because I know the moment I confront her she would get all defensive and would put all the blame on me at the same time playing the victim once more. It's tough being a guy.

I've always had fun in everything I do but every time she joins in it takes the fun out if it. Some may assume that I envy her since she's the top 1, but that's not the point. If I were to envy someone it would be Steve, yeah that guy can do anything. She just doesn't click to me and it's not personal. we can be friends if we weren't classmates. She may be on top but my respect is something she will never attain.

It's funny how someone who doesn't matter much beat out the fun I have. I've become a cynical guy who hates what he does. It's nothing personal really, I just don't appreciate those antics.