I miss you, but I don't wish you here

I miss the long night talks

And corniest of jokes

I missed the shoulder to cry on

And the hope to carry on

I miss the stars in your eyes

And how they shine 

like christmas lights

That shines all year long

I miss the non sensical talks

That somehow makes our day

I miss the pet names and call signs

Random calls and voice chats

The slow smile forming on my face

Everytime I see your chat head pops up

I miss the daydream of our future

And how this will be the past

That we will look upon

I miss the things related to you

But I don't wish to see you

Or feel the breathe of yours again

I don't want your late night calls

Or random chats anymore

I don't want you chat head

Popping on my facebook

I don't want any notifications

Pertaining to you

But I really miss

What we had back then

But it doesn't mean

I want you back again

*credits to Sabrina Benaim of Button Poetry for the title