91 of 366: Idle mind

An idle mind is a devil's workshop
as when there is nothing in mind
every stupid things come inside
and these horrible thoughts don't stop
the even manifest in horrors
horrors that people yet to see
where the wisest fails to see the error
of the extent of misusing speaking freely
entitled to opinion is what we all are
but do we need to take things this far?

90 of 366: Safely

Paranoia seeps in the mind
as it takes even the kind
as we are met with the unsure
surrounded by thoughts unpure
we will meet this social unrest
left at the poor hand caress
feeling now uneasy
in a world hope is obsolete
when the upper are unreliable
avoid being gullible
and stick your mind to one thing only
that we will get through safely

89 of 366: Only to exist

We kept asking for time

that happened in this fast paced world

and when we were given what we desire

we had no idea what to do with it

that it was wasted on our very hands

it tells the tale that we are fools

that what we desire is not what we need

as we will waste the true love we chase

often we wonder how we waste

the things that took forever to chase

it that we never really needed that something 

it's the release of waiting that we wanted

it was never meant to stay

it was only meant to exist

88 of 366: Selection

Days are passing and the track of time is nil
Even I was surprised that it was saturday
the days that passed is mundane to me
but out there are hundreds suffering
as there is a complete divide of classes
where the rich are enjoying their access
while the poor are left to suffer
may this catastrophe we remember
so that in the coming election
we have wiser and better selection

87 of 366: Crashing down

Some things could only last so long
and you could not force them be forevermore
as time corrodes everything in place
it's only a matter of time before you lose the chase
escaping fate is no advisable
as you cannot avoid the inevitable
some argue that free will is an illusion
but maybe it only pertains to destination
as you can do everything right in time
but it could only do so much
when everything seems like fine
all the things you valued comes crashing down

86 of 366: Philophobia

Heart is beating against his chest

but not the excitement rather the opposite he detest

up in his sleeve grasping his shaking fingers

he refuses to admit the feelings he has for her

his dilated pupils told another story

as it did not much his lips that were shivering

sweats at the size of bullets pouring down

while his throat tightens and his thoughts far from calm

he could hardly feel his legs

and his feet feels like heavy kegs

just a glimpse of someone he adore

then all his thought come crashing down some more

as he was familiar to the feeling

but foreign to the reciprocity

and deja vu may occur once more

so now the feelings are entertained no more

85 of 366: Loose priorities

In a time where a common enemy is at rise
people decided that they fought one another
when instead they should be conspiring
they take on each others ego
ignorance and humor will not save us all
especially when we focus on stupid things
people have died and there will be more
if we don't get our priorities straight
Call it looking for fun in crisis
but temporary silence does not mean peace
nor safety from the impeding danger

84 of 366: Be informed.

The darkest days are ahead of us
as in times of crisis, reeks incompetence
as dogs begin to howl and bow
as hopeless are, the people below
some still defend, as if they benefit
not knowing when their stupidness should quit
others breath the last of their breath
for a problem that could be minimized in the first place
now gathering up more power than ever
we are all under his whim
let's just hope it's just a long slumber
and all of this is a bad dream
however such mentality will not last
as we have to face the future past
we need our mentality to be reformed
and if you are not enraged, you are not informed

83 of 366: Cravings

We all crave the things we desire 

until we actually have those at hand

when our craved something is now here

you'll be disappointed that it's not perfect

as the way your mind conceived it to be

as it can be too much or little

far from the just right you imagine

so I guess some dreams remain as dreams

as when fulfilled they disappoint

as you did not gain something from that

you just lost the eagerness of waiting

82 (3) of 366: Almost romance

I lay awake every night
thinking of the romance I never had
It kills, please someone explain to me
how an "almost" sounds like a distant memory

My peaceful nights has been robbed
of a lover, I never actually had
the thoughts of her still reside
as if she was once on my side

this false romance in my mind
forsaken me from the peace I find
my blood of my bleeding heart turned to ink
as even now, my heart still sink

now I make these countless poetries
for a person whose romance of us, cease to exist
as every word was carved on my heart
she will still, be my favorite art

The romance that almost happened
bothers me, more than those that did
Now I only have myself to resent
as every pen I have, for hers to bleed

Someday I will let go of this false romance
and the new tomorrow at me will glance
But now I will get what I can take
and slowly watch as my heart still breaks




82 (2) of 366: Not pretty, but beautiful

She is the beauty, we all define
the one that always, invade my mind
Starless night cannot compare
as she is the moon, so young and dare

The garden rose, envy her lips
as it was red, as blood dips
every dance begs her pace
and every song, wants her grace

Yes she is! the song unsung
but always heard, as if the bells had rung
her poise is pure, unto her roots
at even fall, she is the muse

the ways she laughs is a masterpiece
her eyes wrinkle and her cheeks go red
to ignore such art is such a bliss
and to lose sight of her, is a dread

The sun has kissed and graced her face
as the wind had held her cold embrace
They could do all! I envy such elements
and wish their place

But a boy in love can only dream so much
and never dare to be in her touch
So now I weep in this barren paper
as I write every poem about her

But let it be known that she is not a beauty
because she is the beauty herself
never ever call her pretty
as she is the beauty in this world itself






82 (1) of 366: Three roses

I hold three roses at my hand
picked for you, from a foreign land
these roses cannot be more pure
as they represent the beauty you obscure

But hear me dear as I offer these
You are all I ever want to please
no other person came into mind
when asked with who I would share my life

Three roses saying "I love you"
Wishing that I could spend my life with you
But love, please keep these roses dear
if that day come, the day I fear

when one of us will come to rest
I wish my dear that I come first
Because my dear, I couldn't bear
A day you cannot be seen or heard

and if I lay rest and all my life to you I gave
lay these three roses at my grave

82 of 366: Seasons in person

In a room that's cold and chilly
all are freezing, legs were shaking
hands are cold and everything really
there was a smile, that's warm and sunny

Hue of her hair resembles the leaves of fall
contradicts, the room's winter cold
her summer smile is what she's about
hoping in spring to ask her out
her hair waves like the northern aurora
as her cheeks bloom more than any flora
Ironic how in this chilly room
there lies a flower bloom
There is more to her, I wish to know
deeper than what her beauty shows
As the stars in darkest nights
I wish to put them in her eyes

81 of 366: In Stanzas

my favorite smile, will always be yours
as the curve you make, carves in my mind
and the song I wish to hear in bed
is the melody of which escapes your lips
I guess the sight of you has been my strength
that the lack of it has made confused and weak
dramatic may be the lines I wrote
for the girl I could never call mine
atleast within the stanzas of my poem
It feels like she's forever mine

80 of 366: Ego strucked

When ego has been struck

the ones doing the right thing

will be the target of the attacks

cause when manipulators

fail to manipulate their subjects

they control the ones around you

and frankly, that's sad

that loyalty plays a crucial part

that the one who barks the loudest

gets the most reward

79 of 366: No more chase

It was always you,

who filled my thought of tomorrow

and made the blocked heart of river flow

when songs of love has been heard by few

I saw the few singing to you

Never knowing where all this went

as same feelings when sang colors of the wind

but consider this my quiet surrender

as I am retiring as your ink hand admirer

as from now on I shall alienate my thoughts

and surrender the battle I long fought

I knew from the start that you will never be mine

but atleast now I can say atleast I tried

I will bother you no more

as I shall forever leave you alone

the feelings I had was never reciprocated

but you forever still have my respect

as I have no ill will writing this poem

maybe it's time to break free from this dome

here today with a smile on my face

I shall no longer participate in the chase

78 of 366: Usefulness

Respect as often played, a gateway for abuse

a play of power, gauging your use

disobey and you're regarded disrespectful

call them out, you're labeled rude

You're as good as how you're used

and one false move change their view

as the manipulators conspire

for you to be useful, solely for their desire

Other people you've helped will be antagonized

and they will play as the villains who lied

but when they left and the smoke settled

you wonder what could've happened if your views weren't rattled

so people don't love people unconditionally

they love people which they can use freely

cause one day when your wits and usefulness fade

you'll be surprised how they all quickly left

77 of 366: Seems

Seems the disease the ravaged the lands

will damage all the function of lungs

but the scary part beneath the blinds

is that the disease seeps in minds

of fragile men and lonely hearts

though it should not mean literally

when I said the disease affect the mind fully

as people reacting brashly not carefully

is what truly alarming

but looking into retrospective

would you blame them truly?

as they face the chaos with multiple enemies

with hunger and job put all in jeopardy

the people need their stomach filling

so can you blame them for the rules their breaking

76 of 366: Help is helpless

the sun is high but not too hot
the clouds are far but not too apart
the wind is cold but never chilling
the day is nice to the feeling
but the calm was never too appealing
as the day was clear and everything is great
the birds are singing and never late
but the air the embrace brings danger
as the silent killer lingers
the day is nice in the naked eye
but beyond that sight is where the problem lies
for now let's take care of ourselves
especially now that even the help is helpless

75 of 366: Isolation

Now that isolation and staying home is mandated
it feels more life a chore than a paradise wanted
as the constant fear of contracting the disease
but now you ponder on the past years
did you truly want to be alone?
or people turned their backs on you many times
that the idea of isolation becomes first nature to you
have people disappointed me too much
that they made me fool myself that I love being alone?
because now, why do I crave human interaction
why do I wanna catch up with friends?
why do I wanna go out in the sun?
as if all these feelings are foreign to me before

74 of 366: Demon strikes

The demon strikes at worst time

taking advantage of desperate people

it has been done before

and we're fools to let it happen again

as it strikes it's dirty hand

hollow chains are binded

while the people are facing this blunder

there he hides safe in his bunker

the howls of hope meant nothing

as those who understood where frightened

as the times of crisis is taken advantage of

and the people will face all of this alone

73 of 366: Shell of a man

Shell of a man to who he is yesterday

as all the things he did are memories

the words that he heard and caused dismay

are now nothing more than fleeting stories

the person he was then is no more important

as his good deeds are emphasized

the things he did wrong to others

are now just mistakes that makes a human

after all this time there he is now quiet

where he resides with the maker

if someone told him he'd disappear

after nineteen years his first child was born

would he still pursue the life he had?

But what we know the life he had

was the best he could ever had

He may just be a memory

but a good memory indeed

72 of 366: Dismay

In the worst of times we can hope and pray
that what is worst will soon fade away
as now disease ravaged the land
and bits of hope are only ones found
let us boost the resistance we have
and hope that this chaos will never last
when the worst has passed
we shall live in a trance
where dismay will never glance
but now let's wash our hands

71 of 366: Beat lost

You lost the will to fall in love

as if the word has it's meaning apart

and every song it out of tune

you just attend to wait for summer june

as if the heart has lost its spark

and suddenly dim all the stars

the refuse to shine at night

and every moment is tired at sight

as if the feelings won't come now

attraction is now yesterday's vow

as you can't feel that rush again

and you just live to stay bit sane

as every beating heart has it's cause

but for you, like that it's lost

70 of 366: Story of songs

“Grow old with you” by Adam Sandler, “Everything I wanted” by Billie Eillish “You said you’d grow old with me” by Michael Schulte, “I believe in Love” Jed Madela, “Hold on” by Chord Overstreet, “Wait for me” by Kings of Leon, “Through the years” by Kenny rogers, “Chasing dreams” by Collin McLoughlin, “Over my Head” by the fray, “Lost” by Michael Buble, “Counting Stars” by OneRepublic, “Sight of you” by Tulisa, “Time Apart” by NoCloud, “Miss you like crazy “by Natalie Cole, “The Days Go By Oh So Slow” by Nightmare of You, “Can’t Wait to see you again”  by Alan Walker, “Days that passed” by Alexander Volosnikov, “I drive myself crazy” by NSYNC, “Because”  by Esmi, “I’m all about you” by Aaron Carter, “When the day comes” by Nico and Vniz, “See you again” by Wiz Khalifa ft Charlie Puth, “If ever you’re in my arms again” by Peabo Bryson, “There you are” by Zayn Malik, “Never Let you go” by Justin Bieber, “I saw what I saw” by Sara Groves, “You Changed” Kelly Rowland, “You’re Somebody else” by flora cash,  “Far from you”  by wildvibes. “So many questions” by Side A, “Better Apart” by Jai Wolf, “Now you’re gone” by Basshunter, “It takes time” by trippie Redd, “Better in time” by Leona Lewis, “Not today” by Imagine Dragons

69 of 366: Finally

Every song of love is now for me
and every poem is of romance
the light above always shine
especially when she's here beside
everything that was so difficult
is now so clear
and every bird that sing, is a melody
broken aching hearts are no more
commitment issues are of yesterday
from now on I look forward tomorrow
with the hope of forevermore
The things I find so hard to do
feels so easy now
As I wish to clear the day
for more time with her
For now I enjoy this happiness
as someone worked to break my walls
as I hope this one, is the one for me
and pain of the past erased completely
as from today every waking moment
is a blessing I longed for
as I knew that time and time
there will be someone who will choose
me and me alone

68 of 366: Letting Go

Was never easy, and never will
will forever mentioned, with spine on throat
along with gushing eyes
bitten lips and shaky limbs
you close your eyes hoping it's a dream
then you open them, slapping you reality
because what's in front is what it is
the one you held on, escaping swift
so then you sit, staring the abyss
thinking of nothing, calling the void
all the years that passed led to this
you knew it was coming,
you just denied it everytime

67 of 366: Sleeping is nice

A good night rest makes all the difference
even without dreams, waking up is wonderful
I guess we don't need to escape reality
in order to see what is beautiful
we're all just tired children
being tired of being told
because no one asks the opinion of a child
and we're all just big children
with more expensive toys
but deep inside we crave all the same things
we just needed rest
something that was deprived to us
slowly as we grow
sleeping then was a chore
now, it's the wonder we crave more and more
step back from the horrors of the world
and never hesitate to rest
sleep well tonight
and take the fight tomorrow

66 of 366: Great morning

Chilly air on a crappy morning
my arms cold, stomach grumbling
weather unreasonably changing
and on jeepney, uncomfortable sitting
As if the lucks of zodiac turned against me
and the area around it is not a sight to see

then slowly across the foggy avenue
there is someone coming out the view
with clothes before I recognize
I knew her, and smiled when I realize

suddenly a crappy morning is great
with the luck of tide going my way
I picked myself before the moment fly
and when she was near, I smiled saying "hi"

it changed my mood for the entire day
and the hours that preceded
though the day sucked anyway
that moment in morning makes it great

65 of 366: it's them not you

What others call you names
is sometimes a mirror of themselves
the guilt inside they try to hide
is to other they will attempt to project
they'll accuse you of things
that may seem too far fetched
going out of this world
that even to you makes no sense
they will play it off as a joke
that simply tries to attack
and they differ greatly
to those who has sincere criticisms on you
their words are as good as their action
and will never reflect to you
so piece of advice to those with shitty peers
don't take things personally,
it's them not you

64 of 366: Am I difficult to love?

Am I difficult to love?
is it difficult to see my worth?
is breaking some of my walls
such a chore that no one does it?
is my facade too much to take
and no one dares to dig deeper?
is looks all that matter that
my words of romance are better off
just part of a collection of poetry?
I've been asking the same question
everyday since I cannot seem to find
someone who accepts me for who I am
Is my worth invisible or truly non existent
do I have to chase love or wait for it
questions that will forever bug me

63 of 366: Academics

Just swamped and overwhelmed
of the tasks that comes ahead
there may be time for poetry
but now it the time for academics

62 of 366: In other's eyes

the things we do in other's eyes
is not the same when we realize
that perspectives rarely align
as we have different thoughts and mind
the key to it is be careful
of the words and not be brashful
of the things that come out
when your thoughts escapes your mouth
we're not aware of our own bullshit
as we feel all are tricks
then fate decided and it attacks
all you hurt comes running back
we'll make mistakes, we'll always do
and forgiveness is never guaranteed
as we try to be wary of the thing we do
take a step back, and see the new reality

61 of 366: Where to look

You can never please everyone around you
and you have to live with it
sometimes it's not the environment that is toxic
it's just you are with the wrong people
you can complain all you want
and get mad at everyone
but it's often of you don't like it
just leave the place entirely
because the trick is not learning how to please
but it's learning where to look