Conflicted

Sometimes a person has done so many two faced deeds that it's difficult to find any legitimacy or consistency in what he or she do. One moment they act nicely and the second they do not anymore. It's really hard when you really have that anger still seeping in and you cannot do anything about it. You just hope you forgive yourself enough that you felt certain ways and hope things will get better because sometimes your hate of others is just a projection of yourself. It's just really difficult to have conflicted feelings on the people you love. Changing them is one thing but then again, if the recipient don't want to, what can you do?