Day 117: You.

I saw you close and my heart skipped a beat
as I notice your flaws and imperfections
the way your eye disappear when your eyes smile
and the way your chin doubles at the same time

I love the way the sun kissed your skin
and how I noticed the crack on your eyeglass
the way you bun and do your hair
and how they fit to you perfectly

The way you laugh left me awe
especially when they feel so genuine
I guess every time your lips curve
the eyes close to feel

I guess distance does not matter
when looking into your smiles
because the curve on your lips
sets me straight everyday

You physical presence is enough
to leave me mesmerized and excited
what more if I ever get a chance
to search deep in your soul

For being curious in you
My fascination in your existence
and my out of nowhere smiles
I blame you for everything.

I blame you for my sleepless nights
and the unexpected daydreams
For my spilling ink
in every poems I write

I blame you for my colored world
when it was use to being gray
in filling my thoughts
with hope and faith in living

You did changes in my life
that I never wanted to have
and feel what I don't wanna
feel again once more

In the finals days in this dump
all my hopes are pinned on you
I'll admire from afar
as the year wilts and go