I look around with all the feelings left
Then I slowly reminisce
How perfect things back then
We were set for something beautiful
The start of a story that could've bloom
Now that's all in the past
I guess that happiness, wasn't meant to last
I sat on the chair where I saw you first
Across the table, a moment never missed
I still remember how soft your smile that night
As you greet and stretched your hand
How vividly I remember everything
The noise, the lights, and the anxiety
How I wish I was trapped in that moment
And simply live that time we spent
I could still feel my hands shaking
Sweat around my forehead dripping
How I wish to make the best first impression
And how I wished we went more from that moment on
Now we live in the card dealt by fate
As I can only live in the fantasies I create
Maybe it wasn't meant to be everlasting
God simply gave me a taste of what happiness feels
And now I order that very meal
Along with the feelings that I feel
How I crave to live that night again
Maybe I'd do things differently, and my heart be spared
Maybe I'll try again in some time
And if destiny allows, another lifetime
Still I wish there's something more
But as I take my order to go
I leave my heart here, nothing more
Then finally start to move on