It was never meant to be

 

You weren't the right person in the wrong time

It would be the same outcome in any lifetime

Or in any chances for that matter

There's no scene in this movie where we end up together

You simply didn't feel the same way

But to you, I have nothing I hold against

You simply didn't feel the same

I was hurt, my heart beaten to a pulp

But it was me who felt that

And I know you in your best intentions

Will never hurt me on purpose

So no one was in fault of anything

I'm just happy we could dance in the rain

Leave the things behind us

And hope someone could love us properly

I think we'll never be ready

 We could wait forever

And we'll never be something

I never thought that our timing was off

It's just, we were never meant for each other

To begin with

It's was never about being ready for someone

We were simply not made for each other

I could wait a thousand moon phases

And watch another thousand sunsets

And I could never get the answer

I desired so always

So I think we should've cut the crap 

Earlier, of not being ready

Because we both knew from the beginning

I stood no chance to begin with

This story had no ending 

With the two of us ending up together

So it was never a matter of being ready

You just didn't like me in the way

I like you

And that's fine

I can and will live with that

It was never my love story

If we met in a time where everything is perfect

Before we were beaten, bruised and doubtful

A time where the hope are in our eyes

And our future are still in our hands

I may have gotten the ending I want

From the beginning to the conclusion

But looking at that world

The world we do end up together

I realized that I wouldn't be happy anyway

And it would only hurt more

Because I would convince myself happy

Months gave passed since my heart was shattered

But even past the thawing winter

It remains to be a barren desert

Every word you said still resonates in me 

Each memory aching from the last

So instead of holding on 

To every "what could have been"

And "what ifs"

Rather than hold onto this fantasy

I plant my feet on the ground

Grounded in the reality 

Where the possibility of us 

Is something fate never entertained

I can't feel anything

Isolation seeped into mind

I can put out a smile

But from thoughts

The idea is alienated

The joy of love 

In which I held onto

Was nothing more

Than something I brush off

To connect with someone

Who can make my heart beat fast

Is a sensation I long 

As it is a sensation that left

Maybe this will fade

My cynicism and all

But now my mind is too cluttered

To feel anything