Ellisha

Can you calculate the mass of how light my heart is
when you are near and how heavy it is when you're away?
How does your presence always magnetize the smile of my lips
and how it repels my happiness when you leave?
 Can the grains of sand on earth and stars on the sky
 quantify to how many times you cross my mind?
I may never fully comprehend how things in the world works
nor how most of it matter but
what I know is that every time you walk in the room,
 my mind becomes blank and filled with thoughts
at the same that it has become impossible to determine how one began
and when did the other one ended.
Few months that I know you
 has been the best ones so far that
the future ahead is what I am nostalgic of
and I look forward to the past that may come.