Day 363 of 366: Well

Well

Day 362 of 366: Forsomereason

For some reason
I am more tired today 

Day 360 of 366: Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all

Day 359 of 366: TIRESOME

It's tiresome

But here we are

Day 358 of 366: never settle

It's amazing 

Better than I thought 

I'm glad 

I never settled

Day 357 of 366: Spider-Man: Miles Morales

I was supposed to play this game til the end of christmas but I finished it in two days. Oh well.

Day 356 of 366: tired

Tired

Day 355 of 366: Prayers

I hope everything goes well today

I'm anxious and scared

I've yet to even sleep

I'm tired of all this thinking

I just wish this one final push 

Would still go well for me

Day 354 of 366: Screw it

Screw it 

I did everything I can

Fought with everything I have

I can't keep crucifying myself

To something I cannot control 

I leave it to fate handsal

And simply accept what it is

Day 353 of 366: walk

I wonder what life is like

If we had a good public transportation 

Day 352 of 366: Cold

It's really cold 

Day 351 of 366: Say

I guess after all these time

I have nothing to say

Day 350 of 366: Alright

In few days time

It'll be fine

Rest as much is needed

All is alright

Day 349 of 366: Old self

It'll better I know

Cheers to our old selves

Day 348 of 366: Consider

All things considered 

It all worked out 

Day 347 of 366: Easy

Whatever come, I'll take it to heart 

I shall stress myself no more

I'll do it day by day

Not thinking too much

I got my wins I'll get them more

And losses that may come 

I'll mind no more

But I hope it really gets

Better from here

Because even with 

These war earned scars

Accumulated experience 

I really wish

Even for a bit 

For things to be easy

Day 346 of 366: Whatever may come

I don't know if today

Is going to be a good day or not

Million things could go wrong

While another million

Could go right

I might get scolded heavily

Or it may not be as bad as I think

Whatever may come

Either way

I just need to live another day 

Day 345 of 366: Happy

The year is almost over

And we're close to Christmas

I got what I always wanted 

Even more than I anticipated 

And it's all good now 

I'm happy

Day 344 of 366: Better

I was a little bit anxious

But it worked out well

I did better than expected 

Day 343 of 366: PC

Finally after all the waiting

The struggle and sacrifice 

After all of that

I finally got my prize 

Day 342 of 366: Last

This will be the last night 

That I will be longing

For the thing I want

Tomorrow I will have it 

Firmly in my hands

Then I shall enjoy 

The fruits of my labor

Day 341 of 366: Piraso

Hindi ko hiling maging anino

Ng kung sino sino

Na sa akin ay nauna

Hindi ko namam sadya

Na ako ay nahuli na

At hindi agad dumating 

Sa panahon na dapat

Sana lamang

Ay wag ako gawing salamin

Ng mga taong nauna

Sapagkat ako'y walang kinalaman

Hindi ako ang nanakit

Nanloko at nandaya

Gusto ko lamang magmahal

Ngunit hindi pa yata kaya

Na ako ay makita

Na higit sa kanila

Nananatili akong piraso

Sa imaheng hindi naman ako bumuo

Day 340 of 366: Ano pa ba?

Natapos din ang dapat tapusin

Ilang buwan ko ring isipin 

Ngunit hindi dun natatapos 

Sapagkat maraming tungkulin

Kaya aking lubos iniisip

May masasabi pa ba sila?

Sa dami nang ginawa at pinatunayan

Ano pa ba ang gusto?

Nakakaadwa lang isipin

Na kahit anong gawin

Ay may mga pilit pa rin sasabihin

Nirespeto ko ang pag angat nila

Pero di nila marespeto yung akin

Day 339 of 366: Regardless, it's going to be a good day

The event will have problems 

The speakers may screech

And simply refuse to work

Resource person may come in late

Food may not meet up the standards

Some items will be lost 

Some may not properly participate

Heated arguments may come

Maybe I'll forget what is missing 

But regardless of everything 

That may go wrong

I am well damn sure

It's gonne be a good day

Day 338 of 366: Trivial

It's always the trivial things

Those I thought insignificant 

Bothers me the most

Things that should be out of my hand

But somehow bothers me a lot

Now I have to deal with it

Even the consequences 

Even though it should have been

Out of my hand

Day 337 of 366: 7th

It was pretty tough 

But here we are

It work to get here

But I'd rather do it

With you

Than anyone else

Day 336 of 366: Peace

It get better from here

I'll start deleting 

Removing and moving on

Then I'll be happy 

Genuinely happy

For the first time since

I'll get everything I want 

And all is in place

It will be better 

The worse is over now

I can finally embrace

The peace