367 of 366: I spent a year for this blog only to label them wrong

It was one hell of a year, got offers I wasn't expecting and the pandemic really shook the world to its core. I am more angry than I have ever been to everything but I still love every silver lining there is that happened. Would keep blogging next year but would do things differently.

Thank you for those who read through and through I would do better next year.

366 of 366: Oh well

I really labeled these things wrong and probably I should do better formats next year. Oh well.

365 of 366: ayts

I'm really tired today

And I really labeled these things wrong

Night

364 of 366: welp

I am now heading to what I wished

Since the holiday started 

And will receive the gifts I always wanted

But looking back at my blogs

I named these things off 1 day

363 of 366: games

I'll play games

today

362 of 366: A bit worn out

Longer I do these things

I feel like they are dragging out

Like the fatigue caught up to me

Or if I'm even making any sense

I kinda wished my creative juice

Would soon overflow

But maybe tired as I may be

I just need to rest a bit

361 of 366: Merry Chrystmas

The year that passed

Is not all that kind

But blessed us still

To make this far

Every day is truly a gift

Despite the world that shift

May the years ahead

Be kinder than now

And let's hope that what we faced

Is the worst in our lifetime

As tomorrow is never promised

We can only hope for the best to come

360 of 366: Normal is good

The day seem normal 

Like a day no other

Nothing special

But the calmness of the mind

That I have right now

Compare to last year

is way better now

359 of 366: Realizations

I should be setting some boundaries

To myself against others

Like why do I keep putting myself

In situations I would suffer

What the hell is wrong with me?

358 of 366: what

How does one quantify happiness?
Has the thought lost in the process?

Do we wait for something to happen?
To what things we associate?

357 of 366: Just, ugh.

Human lives taken with no remorse

Every day, just piling up corpse

Those who we should turn into

Are feared for what they could do

Every once in a while they fill the headlines

Charged but not imprisoned for their crimes

People will continue to uproar

If they will do nothing more

356 of 366: It is very cold

Cold wind was never comfort

Not a feel I would resort

A thing not in my accord

Crawling in my skin

Inside my head squeezing

While my jaw tightening 

Such discomfort is felt

Pain I wish would melt

355 of 366: I forgot

How very telly that we forget

The thing we all resent

When happiness comes in 

And when things are great

Let's hope that the days remain this way

354 of 366: Struggle today

Things are tough and there will be more

You can only hope to survive like before

Maybe some things in your life won't coordinate

But they do not deserve your hate

Some rewards after will compensate

And better things you will create

But now bear with today

And fight through the haze

353 of 366: Take a breathe

There is no need for a rush 

Or to trigger every word and action

Not all conflicts need attention

And some sparks are meant to stay that way

Maybe we're all tired 

And irritated in some sort

But it does not mean we're bad people

Just really tired and exhausted 

Of everything in the world

Going in the wrong direction

352 of 366: Take it easy

The mind itself is too powerful

Creating thoughts it never should

Then in the boy, it manifests

Leaving no room for rest

Then you feel all sorts of things

Drowning you in feelings

There feel pain on everything

Then it numbs when you succumbs 

So take a rest and sit back

And learn to wait for your life to track

351 of 366: Just a little more

All the pieces coming together

The days could not get any better

In light of things that becomes clearer

Bad days soon will falter

Push one more in the days ahead

Apply everything you learn and read

350 of 366: calm down

Maybe I do need rest

And take my mind off things

Little calmer now I seem

As I got my sleep

Too much of something

Never really produces good

Maybe I just panic

But I am where I should

349 of 366: Optimist

Sun is clear and gleam today

Ready for whatever may

My foot has yet to heal

But my mind is perfect as it seem

I feel great for the days ahead

And tomorrow doesn't sound so bad

348 of 366: From the roots themselves

They are not born with it

Rather taught of evil

The world molds the people

Making some, very twisted

In all the cries and lies

These little people make

Are from adults whose 

Thoughts are no better

347 of 366: The storm before the calm

I feel like nothing is there to write

As I slog the last day of the semester

My creative juices are reserved

For better things in mind

But when I do achieve the highest end

With flying colors finishing the sem

Then  will write once more

From the heart this time

346 of 366: Nice.

Now all the things out of reach

Are now in your fingertips

You struggle a bit 

But the grind was worth it

Maybe If I was like this before

I could have been happier or more

But then again the struggle made me strong

345 of 366: When you feel like dreaming but your eyes are wide open

All the dreams are in place

Gone the days

When we wish for these

Things to make

And those things deemed impossible

Are in the future now

A little patience would bloom

Into something you always hoped for

344 of 366: Just around the corner

Silver skies pouring rain

The sun has blocked rays

But all the metaphors in the world

Cannot erase all the faults

How long can lies and deceit

Be kept up and linger

Slowly killing the essential

Only to cry in the final

Every little will pile up

And the wrong will bite back

343 of 366: And so the week begins

So the week begins

Reality come cashing in

And all the things you thought

You could ignore

All comes crashing in

My foot is still aching

And the weather is cold

But all of that won't matter

When things are done

The way they are should

342 of 366: rest day hehehe

We deserve a day of rest

And a gentle caress

The days ahead will be harsh

But let us seize

This day as ours

341 of 366: the thing about hope is that you don't get it when you don't want it

Though the hope of romance fleeted

Hope somehow comes in seeped

Days that never made sense

Suddenly made one right now

But this could be a product

Of a perfect world I have in mind

All these assumptions

Living in  my imagination

But maybe this time it's different

Where things bloom 

And they last and never vague

I just hope this one is

340 of 366: A few push more

Back to the square I'm lost

Of all the things I ignored

Became crucial at most

And now I feel torn

The day is about to break

But the night shows darkness

As glimpses of hope slowly appear

You cannot ignore

The darkness seeping

339 of 366: The cold always bothered me everyday

Seeping inside my bones

Bothering the drying my throat

Feeling runny, this nose

As I feel every discomfort

Remedies done and due

Medicines drank and so

I simply wait for it to kick in

And my health becomes good again

This kind of weather bothers me

As my body never adjusts

Heat or cold they are often too much

But it's the paranoia that happens

Of something greater than the weather

But I'm pretty sure I'm just cold

338 of 366: Please stop, it's getting pathetic

Mind your own business

Own your faults

You will not take us with you

You'll fall on your own

The false cries 

And shallow tears

Inconsistencies show

And the lies are shattered

Who know what will happen

When the truth comes crashing

337 of 366: Grim days

The crimson sky weeps of diamond

As the days get even cold

Tightening of lungs and chest

Breathing suddenly was a chore

The days to come are filled with hope

As grim days have already passed

Surely not of worse will come

Because if not, what is more to come