306 of 366: A storm is coming

The sky awaits and is calm

As the storm slowly awaits

The wind is slowly seeping in

Gathering strength from within

Truly the terror of waiting

You know there will come a storm

A strong one to be exact

So brace yourself

For what is more to come

305 of 366: Karma soon.

I hate this irritant feeling

Where I'm lost and useless

Tricks have been played on me

And my teeth is gritting

In all the comfort I have before

I lost it in the moment or more

These assholes doing their job

Will soon meet their stop

And as the great fist counters

On the deeds they did wrong

They shall cry and mourn

And ask if they ever did wrong

304 of 366: In my eyes

If you could see the world in my eyes

And how it sparks every time in your sight

I wonder if you would look mundane

If what we see are the same

Your simple sentences are melody to me

Movements are of dance delight

Smile, which no star shine a bright

303 of 366: Bad things happen to good people

Bad things happen to good people

And it happens more often

Good thing come to bad people

But the joy is often shortened

You can't control who the world

Gives to you

Or what kind of problem

It would be

It's a matter of how you act

And treat people

In the reflection 

You wish to be treated

302 of 366: A bit scared

We're all a little bit scared

Of the things we don't understand

Often we fear the unknown

Underlying we don't understand

Suffer the fate we saw first hand

But we hope for the best

And do our part as well

That things in this world

Will go our way

301 of 366: Hopeless it may seem

For the first time since

I've felt hopeless

Asking for help

Clueless as it may seem

But what's different

Is now I know where to run

Unlike then

Where I'm all alone

300 of 366: So Sudden

How I wish you've seen us now

Closing the peaks we never knew how

To reach in the first place

I guess every year we'll contemplate

Of the things that may have been

If your leave wasn't so sudden

299 of 366: A year from now

A year from now what will things be?

Will I smile along today's enemies?

Or get that I always wanted of glow

Even reconcile with some old foes

In my hand will I have a million pesos?

Or a lover I have long for

Will I finally kindle that romance

And finally I have a legitimate chance

Wiser or dumber? what will I be?

Because looking back

Too much and little have changed

A year from the moment right now

Will my world change and how?

298 of 366: Just tired

Head throbbing asking for rest

A day of nothing, no more lest

But the tide of time are of jest

That we fail to see the happiness

Weather in chaos, awry

Signs of fatigue, slowly showing

How I wish myself was sleeping

But he future keeps us grinding

297 of 366: All into place

I guess things do go right

When you sit tight

And your stuff always

At your own pace

Sure, storm come and go

It's you whether to go with the flow

Or fight what the world will show

But what I can assure

Is that things will fall into place for you

Just do what you can

And reward come crashing in

296 of 366: Reserved

Reserved my words

For my works 

Today

295 of 366: Fool's Errand

In all the procrastination

Yesterday little was done

Confidence skyrocketed

And the mistake was made

Thinking there is more time

When in fact it's dwindling

And you're just fooling around

294 of 366: Worst is yet to come

Well the rest I feel I earned was over

And reality comes crashing in

All the works I've done earlier

Is for naught, with more coming in

But two months passed I survived

Two months more I will thrive

The worst is truly yet to come

But who said I wasn't tougher than before

293 of 366: Too late to chance

Oh the wonder if I met you sooner

Then our heart beats a little better

And all our smiles would be a little wider

Maybe we would be smarter

Then I could love you a little bit longer

We will be kids then but who cares

It's with you I want to share

All the things in this world so wonder

But I guess I met you too late to chance

Where we're both cynical of romance

All the lies that we've been told

Had turn all of us this cold

292 of 366: Rest day

A normal day feels wrong

As if you still need to do something

Like if the rush and tasks disappear

You feel like a storm is coming

Rest day feels wrong

And the build is not helping

So instead of simply resting

You work even harder

291 of 366: Discomfort

The vibe was cold 

But the wind was hot

The night was dark

But I see some light

Such discomfort I feel

From the sweat seeping in my back

Acid in my stomach rumbling

Climbing to my throat 

Neck itches heavily 

Glasses falling

290 of 366: A pink tulip

As the tulip stands tall

In garden of roses

It swayed with the october wind

There may be hints of frown

But damn it stand out so proud

Then it blooms as roses fall

With lips or red and pink

To look away, one does not think

Always looking, afraid to be caught

Feelings flutter, but never taught

Oh if the tulip only know

That I wish to pluck it too

But I loved it too much

To risk it die

So I stand here wait

And watch her bloom

Had the tulip have any clue

Would she share my feelings too?

289 of 366: Rainy night

Chase the night seek the stars

There was no moon shining bright

Clouded dark streaks follow

The cold embraced me again

Drops of water from the sky

Streaks of light followed by roars

Then again

December is coming

287 of 366: Jump!

For once I felt like

I have a chance

I want to dive right in 

And chase this while it last

This love I felt may feel

Like all too fairly new

You are the choice

I would never doubt or second thought

Please a sign, A simple sign

I'll take the slightest bit

A shooting star, or a starless night

If things will never be ths way

Then why things seems like to align

If all my effort are for naught

Then why do I still feel hope

If things will suddenly go wrong

Then it's for me to take the leap

286 of 366: Stressedt

Non action now feels wrong 

As I should be doing something

But I'm sitting and resting

And somehow that's more stressful

285 of 366: Out of me

I can't even enjoy a single day

Without thinking other mess

The anticipation always come

And work needs to be done

I really hope to get

Something good out of this

Because the way things are going

They just suck the life out of me

284 of 366: Don't stop

Things are better than I thought

Sometimes the mind just tricks

Of things we hate to see

But looking back 

And stepping back

Things are better than before

We may have struggled then

But we got stronger even more

Sure the tasks keep piling up

But things will be better

Just don't stop

283 of 366: Bound

The future is bright 

it's a matter of mindset

Just take things one step

At a time

And maybe things will

Fall into place

And if they don't

I'm sure for all the good you are

Something beautiful 

Will come

282 of 366: Headstart

Tried to get ahead

Only damaged worst

Attempted a headstart

But still falls short

You will soon think

If sacrifices are worth it

Where you put things aside

I was kinda hoping 

Thing work out in the end

281 of 366: Lingers

I was kinda hoping

When your eyes smile

There was a thought of me

Where I did something 

Even the slightest of stupid

I kinda hope it was me

Because the thought

Of me making you smile

Still lingers on me

280 of 366: Draining AF

Don't you get tired

Of the same ways

Asking pity of all sorts

But wanting to be praised

In search of others approval

You step those who truly care

Taking them for granted

While pleasing others

It's draining to be honest

To still keep with it

279 of 366: This is tiring

A bit tired, often too much

Tides of time against

Information overload

Can't seem to catch a break

Rest feels like sinning

Burned out of tasks

Sleep is lacking

Mind going blank

And body wearing out

Hope a rest day soon come

Because now,

We're a little burnt out

278 of 366: Days ahead

The gift of life is appreciated 

With all the shit happening

Every day passing by

Is a miracle for granted

So I thank the fates for this day

And for the days and years will come

I hope the blessing keep coming

And the sun on us keep shining

277 of 366: The odds of meeting you

In all the lifetimes 

My life revolves the sun

In all the eras

I could have begun

Blessed tis I

To exist in yours

And every second

Passing by

Is the thank I have

To how fate bounded

Existing in your time

Had I feel your embrace

Then I should serve the world

In every conceivable way

276 of 366: Make me a plant

I need water and sunlight

Some wind and space

Maybe some peace of mind

And a good childhood

Add some good friends

Maybe a girl to love

Or erase the last three lines

Just make me to a plant

275 of 366: You always knew

Days before I should say something

I can't say something 

As if the words tangled in my lips

Can't force between my teeth

But what should I say to make you feel special

Because you definitely knew