They wore masks to conceal
Afraid of the true prejudice
In all the gore they did
They were not aware of repercussions
Secret were not meant to be hidden forever
Truth will come into life
So do the best you can in hiding
Because when the mask falls off
Or a little crack ensued
Not even your own shadow can save you
It hurts in the inside
Throbbing and persisting
Feels weak and sensitive
Like they all go wobbly
Small moves hurts so much
I hate this feeling
Escape the world by falling asleep
Forget the the troubles, fears within
For a a few hours float in a black abyss
And feel the light of the world not sinking in
If lucky you'll make a fake scenario
Of an ideal world and live in
But if unlucky you are still
Nightmares still lingers in
Cold embraces and chest tightens
Breeze comes in, winter knocking
Lights start to flicker
And songs becomes familiar
You can smell it in the air
The season is near
Detached and free
Away from world crumbling
Escape from the chaos
Chase the inevitable
For once run away
From the cruel world
World bleeds while you ignore
But it won't hurt
To put yourself before
Leaves blowed and danced
Autumn came they all decayed
Nothing save them from the rain
As leaves will go as some came
The endless cycle still remain
Again the system failed us
It failed to cater the mass
Seeking greed and corruption
We became the price
Another year felt nothing
In this age I should have more
But days pass like autumn leaves
Where winter is abundant
Though disappointed of world today
Some people made me feel loved more
We're just really tired at this point
Exhausted of being required to move
Nothing good ever really happens
As songs save me from the void
The once passionate
Lost its flame completely
Just tired and no reason to burn
The candle hopes a breeze take it out
But then again at the back of its mind
It wishes for a spark
That once ignited the flame it has
In all the sights I've seen before
Only you is the one I wish to see more
Blue skies could not compare
To your beauty where all is fair
But I guess you will always be a dream
To my hellish nightmare
Stars don't shine without darkness
Taking advantage of the void
As they were there everytime
Just waiting a time to shine
As the heavy abyss falls
The little ones glimmer
Meaning that the dark days now
Will only make the future brighter
Then again we failed again
Needless deaths buried
Souls who should have not disappeared
If the ones who lead has proper initiative
So this is the price to pay
Dead inside where trouble lies
Not too far, someone cries
Or from hunger simply dies
No end, no objective in these times
With nothing changes and time flies
To incompetency we compromise
In the event we meet our demise
Show them that pissing us is unwise
As tomorrow the sun will rise
And the oppressor and ruler will be revised
In despair there is light
In hope there is chaos
Peace brings uncertainty
Victory makes you anxious
Every shades of life
There is a counterpart
You can only hope
That things workout
You look back to things
And wonder if they could have done differently
If you were more apologetic
If you were more attentive
But the past cannot always visit
As future every step of the way
The present is an illusion
As the future is constant
So beating yourself is no help
All the milks are spilled
Yesterday was a curse
But tomorrow should be your promise
One year ago exactly this day
Things were vastly different
I'm in despair seeking answers
Of why human life is fragile
But now a year later
In the exact time
Acceptance is the key
Where I still seek
