182 of 366: Boundaries

Boundaries exist for a reason

It was created as safety from morons

Since they do not know when 

They should stop then

As if they feel the world is theirs

and that everything is for share

181 of 366: Night looming in

The night looms near and the wolves howl

As if a storm is breaching near the town

For we do not know what will happen next

Were all simply following the bump of chest

So let us wish for tomorrow to be nicer

As yesterday have been a disaster

May the gods of luck smile upon us

And may pain and suffering be a thing of the past

180 of 366: Following

The devil did not wear something

To conceal the evil deeds

It even spoke of things it did

As if you should be proud of something

But what is bothering is not the devil itself

But the people who still believe
That the devil is up to something good

When in fact the devil showed its true colors

A million lifetimes ago

179 of 366: The way

I love they way you make my day

And make all the sad go away

I love your eyes in every gaze

It's a wonderland I wish to stare

May your smile never fade

Even when your life degrades

I love the way you're always true

And I love everything about you

178 of 366: What now doesn't matter

It was a mistake to go back

To the place where you never felt

Welcome in the first place

You don't appreciate the tact

And they don't acknowledge you're hurt

They are always the victim in this case

And now the world in flames

You cannot deal with sour two faced

Now that there is tomorrow waiting

Of a true love you're wanting

177 of 366: Views

So when the days feel like roughest

And you are not feeling your best

Maybe you're not looking at 

The right things in life that

Can make you happy

Or people who is  often there for you

You are just constricted of the view

That is in front of you, blocking

Your sight of what is essential

176 of 366: Help.

When rays of hope slowly depletes

You hope a hero come for a sweep

And save the days as heroes do

But realities are grimer too

Reality is the we don't know 

What will happen to the future sowed

Will the days just pass and we all disappear

Or something comes that makes all this clear

Ruled by pigs and self serving imbeciles

The future of the people is in peril

May the days that come be kind to us

Because there is no help coming from above

175 of 366: Future uncertain

When the night embraces the sky

I wish to be by your side

And even when the sun rising

I want to be the first to see you smiling

May all the days ahead be with you

And days without you be few

In times where tomorrow is uncertain

And the future seems tainted

Holding on the thought of you

Helps me give the future a clue

174 of 366: 10 months passed

Days may pass and people around move on

But the heart won't move a single motion

They say the the answer is acceptance

But no one ever say where it lies

I still miss him every day, I do

Even through the bad and good, I do

I guess you can't what he left

So still I have this throbbing in my chest

I just hope that soon I'll accept the day that was

And accept that he's not there for weddings or graduation that will pass

Because he left a hole no one else could fill

So even a year close we're crying still

173 of 366: Granted wishes

Someone who has many words in mind

Cannot seem to have words to find

When the sight of you is near

When the feel of you is clear

What's in front of me

Is everything I wanted and wished

How come everytime I step towards you

Every single step fear only grew

Grew in sense that this familiar feeling

Of me getting all the rejecting 

The risk is high and so is the reward

Will fate finally have my wish grant?

172 of 366: Hurting

So there is something that bothers us

Which explains the attitude shift

I guess when something lingers

On the back of your mind

You're mood if likely to change

As there are pain suppressed

And emotions hidden

So never take something personal

For they may also be hurting

171 of 366: What freedom means

The price of freedom is often steep

Yet seldom we have years for it keep

As one fight leads to another

That even foes of the same kind lingers

The one fought for so long about

Seems to be easily forgotten by majority of crowd

As today the freedom he wrote and supported

Is being remodeled and distorted

170 of 366: What you wanted

Something you've always wanted

Is now playing at your palm

It feels every as if you've dreamed

And you cannot remain calm

So in the days where lose hope

Remember it comes in moments where

You cannot simply cope

And it just appears anywhere

So never stop dreaming for the things you want

And make sure to keep it on your hand

169 of 366: Toxic surroundings

You are as good as your worth

Which will will never be unconditional, cause

They never really cared for you about anything

Only when you prove or achieve something

But your insecurities are silenced

And voicing out will make them timid

For all the words they said that pierced your soul

Voice out your feelings, they'll say you're out of control

Then they label you with things you hate

Liar, arrogant , easily irate

They will pick on your insecurities aloud

And humiliate you of things of which you are proud

You sought silence as your comfort

But still they will say something about that last resort

They never cared for the voices in your head

They only care on what they only want to say

So you, with no place in the world, in this reality

Can't even voice your concerns to your own family

As your heart slowly breaks itself

They never care until the inevitable happen

168 of 366: When reality strikes

It sucks to miss something that weren't there

Something that in reality existed never

Where your daydream has been too much

That memories and daydreams are in the same touch

That you coped so much in your own reality

That you value it more than your true memories

167 of 366: Where dreams reside

What has been holding me all this time?

When all the courage in the world has been mine

How can someone who has total confidence

Loses all the bravery resides

Maybe it has been too long since

I have my heart throbbing inside

So may I was afraid to misinterpret

Of love or simple excitement

Things in the past that wrong

Did went wrong all along

But if something new would come to fruition

Will the reality come from my imagination?

166 of 366: Cry

Grief hidden is grief unresolved

Never tell someone their feelings are void

Because you never know what's in their head

That the tears repressed are keeping themselves 

From the border if losing sanity

Save yourself before your family

Don't repress what you keep inside

The idiots don't know the feelings you hide

Let it all out, you're free to cry

165 of 366: Tomb Stone

It feels like a thousand years

Since you left, and we shedded tears

Every time I look at your tombstone

I disbelief I have, is mine alone

As every photo of you in my phone or portraits

Feels so alive as if everything is great

Especially the photos closest to your death date

Those are the one that always left me contemplate

What would we have done different

That this current status we won't resent

Because even today I still miss you

But I can't shed these tears in public view

164 of 366: The devil wore no mask

It has been since the lies have been molded 

And it never changed since justice have eroded

They keep taking our voice forever

Not knowing they only amplify it stronger

So the demons above tends to look down

And mocks us for every frown

I hate how they did not speak or address

As if the evil never rests

So now they attempt to shut protests

When the people felt unrest

So it is up to us to do the ousting task

As this devil wears no mask

163 of 366: I hate everything

I hate the age hierarchy with passion

That you can be played by your emotions

Age comes wisdom they often say

But the aged ones use it for power play

Nothing seems to be their fault

And they are always the victims of the conversation

Getting sick of this stupid cycle rotation

Speak your mind, you're rude

It's like they wish us all to be prude

As mindless slaves to command

We never asked for a metal hand

So why are we reaping the consequences

Of the past that happened to them that were never our wishes

Am I to be blamed for every chaos

The fall guy for every lost cause

I hate being an emotional punching bag

I didn't ask to live to be a drag

162 of 366: Bored and silent

We might as well speak as we are able

And act in the life's most suitable

As they try to silence us

We might as well act before the attacks

Let your voices be heard

Before they become completely deaf

Before your voices are to be taken

Before your rights be perverted

As we should be the voice for the voiceless

The strength for the weakest

Because it is a privilege to be bored and silent

And to do nothing, is a sin

161 of 366: Rant

For some freaking reason

What was fine then is not now

It bothers me a lot more than it should

Even though some band aid solutions ensued

I hate how this have to occur

160 of 366: Reversed roles

Roles reversed is a funny thing

Because thing turned around causes anomaly

Accuse the oppressor of his misdeeds

Then they go on defensive

Try to treat them as if they would

And now you're the one who is no good

Speak your stance, prepare to be silenced

Fight back, prepare to be scolded

So you will be trapped in your qualm of thoughts

Thinking of revenge you always sought

Then without simply realizing

You became the monster you're supposed to be hating

159 of 366: Masks on devils

So desperate as the favor blows

Always the low road and it shows

The hypocrisy and attempt are petty

And we all know the ending won't be pretty

So we eradicate their futile attempts

While the anger we have slowly ascends

The devil didn't bother to wear a mask

So why does he keeps putting them on us

158 of 366: Lessons

Slept on history class, absent in science

Barely passing marks, failed in requirement compliance

I'm not saying that intelligence is confined in classrooms

But the lack of basic knowledge and thinking looms

The history we slept on, is being repeated

By those who does not even know everything situated

And now the mistakes of the past 

Is now crashing to our faces fast

Imagine if we listened more 

And by listening we absorb

It's sad how we failed so much

Despite the years that fought so hard

Are we doomed for a repeat?

Or we''ll learn quick

157 of 366: Damned

Why must you often invade my mind?

When everyday you cease to be called mine

What will I do so that every time I see your near

My heart stops at escaping my sleeves

 Can there be a day?

Where your presence will not

Make my heart flutter

Nor make my knees weak to the core

Because for someone who uses his wit

I fail in erasing you so quick

Because every time I see that damn smile

I cannot seem to get my shit together

156 of 366: Remember when?

Remember when your were a kid

And you thought in the world

You'd be a perfect fit?

Now you're just lost for words

Forced to be silenced and discreet

The world of adults is not a utopia

It's a dangerous playground with silent phobia

We realize that as we grow and time flies

Now we're just dropping dead like flies

Because the virus didn't just endanger our health

It also causes one of our greatest strengths

To crumble slowly into dust

155 of 366: Today

Today may mark a day of silence and the fear of prejudice

No words can contain the anger, resentment, fear and frustration we all have

Let's just hope that what may come be a better day

154 of 366: Lessons

Some things you never expect

Comes to you when you least suspect

It may be love from another time

Or something you long to call "mine"

In the ever chaos shifting of the world

One can only hope what the future holds

She may be the forever I long for

Or just another destiny's cruel lesson

153 of 366: Bulletproof

Funny when the problem is bulletproof

The ones who leads us loses their groove

When violence cannot seem to solve things

All are simply panicking

But when the people revolt

Asking for food and support

You steal and humiliate them at their face

Then call them crazy when their irate

Doing your best is acceptable

When 4th graders are doing a play of parable

It is not applicable to every situation

Especially to leaders running a nation

In times of crisis we did not need more

But every moment, this year has its store

People are dying and losing their livelihoods

But called greedy for asking more relief goods

So when will the crisis truly end

Are we all just waiting for God to descend?